I made a few edits for your article, to save you some time:

" I was excited to finally earn abuse some good earnings charity"

"I knew that the system will be abused was already being abused by me"

...

"I had some deep realizations."

Ah, once you got caught. What a coincidence!

"I can't think of any other situation worse than this."

Think harder.

"I want to make it up all of you in any way I can."

You could have started by payout-declining this post, but what a surprise, you didn't!