My Step To Start Having A More Simple Life
Hello dear friends...
I want to share about this video that i made where i opened the package of some products that i bought to support my new living style. Its only two product this time but i planned to take a baby step to change my life completemy little by little. Before, i used to be someone difficult, lets say that its difficult. I dont know if its because my financial condition before or what, but i feel the hunger of products. I dont like, to the point of hate it if i only have one product for something. For example, its as simple as have a one lipstick. I dont like it. I hate it. I feel suffocated. I feel insecure. I feel the need to have all the shade colors available in the market. Even if its something that i probably will only wear once a year. Its crazy right? That also happened to other things like body soap, shampoo, face serum, body lotion, etc. Its endless. Its everything. I think at some point it became my mental problem. I understand that its wrong and i have been struggung with it for years. Finally, since the pandemic happened, it gave me more space and chance to change my problem. This 2022 year, i want to take it to a next level. My goal of 2022 is to be someone on the next level. So i should gear uo and work hard to reach it. I still took the baby step approach though, because i dont want to force myself too much. I did force myself once but it ended up quite badly, its like a drugs and i am just relapsing. So, i try to share my energy to something else.
Now, enough about that. I want to share what j bought this time. Usually, i will bough product in half the size of this but buy it in 3 or 4 different brand for the similar product. I feel the satisfaction to have a lot of back ip products and i like if i can choose to use what i feel to use today. But, with this i wang to force myself to finish the product that i bought and then kove on to the next product. That is why i bought them in big size like this. I thinkof this as some sort of training to myself. Its training my control to hold back my urge to keep buying other things even if k still have the same products left in my possesion.
The product that i opened today is two product which is the shampoo and the micellar water. Both are essential and something that i use daily. So i think that its really important to buy them in bigger size like this to train myself.
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