Dear @jeoleena.

Dilemma, I would call it ways of discerning to make a decision by doubt is not easy, however if I make it and it was not the best decision just learn and know that this path was not the right one.

I know it sounds easy to say but you put it into practice and I know you will give me the reason, life is full of those doubts but you will serve if you do not take them, or you will always be thinking which was the right one.
While you're wasting your time in making that decision.

Just take the risk.

I send you a very fraternal big hug from Venezuela where Venezuelans are constantly taking risks despite the doubts.