Ashamed To Feel -Why are the Men in our Culture Shamed For Expressing Vulnerability?
The dictionary defines the phrase “Man Up” - ‘verb to be brave or tough enough to deal with an unpleasant situation.’ In my opinion this is one of the most ignorant and destructive messages given to boys and men in our culture. From “Stop crying, boys don’t cry” when we are children, to things I don’t think I can put in an English paper, in middle school, to “stay strong” when we grow up, the cultural messages of the male ideal are overwhelming.
Psychologically, repressing emotions is extremely unhealthy. Bottling up emotions makes them stronger, and eventually they manifest in very destructive patterns. We wonder why so many young men in our society rebel, end up in prison, sexually assault women(and men), and struggle having healthy emotional relationships. Yet is it really surprising when we don’t teach them how to become compassionate, emotionally open individuals.
Personally I was inundated with the message that men were supposed to be strong, self reliant individuals that ask for help or express their emotions. While my parents were very emotionally open people, (my mom being a preschool teacher and my dad a therapist), it was not hard for me to absorb this message from school, friends, movies and even my sensitive hippy parents.
It is such a strong cultural belief that for most boys, myself included it’s impossible not to. I had a lot of problems with anger growing up, and I firmly believe that if I had been shown how to healthily express my emotions I wouldn’t have had near as hard of a time. I was diagnosed very close bipolar, yet through years of therapy, crying on friends shoulders and taking care of myself physically and emotionally, now it’s not even something I think about.
“Negative” emotions are always going to be a part of life. Too often we want to stay positive and ignore that bad things about life. Brene Brown, an author who talks a lot about the importance of vulnerability states “We cannot selectively numb emotions, when we numb the painful emotions, we also numb the positive emotions.” When we block out the bad stuff we block out the good.
Also while unpleasant, emotions like anger, fear and sadness are there for a reason. They tell us when something is wrong and we need to take action to fix it. When we push down our anger we forget to take care of ourselves and set boundaries. When we run away from our fear, we are missing out on important chances to learn and grow. When we ignore our sadness we lose our sense of empathy towards the suffering of others. “Owning our story can be hard but not nearly as difficult as spending our lives running from it. Embracing our vulnerabilities is risky but not nearly as dangerous as giving up on love and belonging and joy—the experiences that make us the most vulnerable. Only when we are brave enough to explore the darkness will we discover the infinite power of our light.” (Brene Brown)
Vulnerability is an illusion. Its sometimes seen as weak to be open or "vulnerable", yet this is only a subconscious projection of the one judging openness as weakness. When we judge we define ourselves. As a person judges someone who is open as weak, they only reveal their own weakness in their refusal to look at themselves. When one refuses to look at themselves, they disallow the expansion of their self understanding and love. It is in being open that we become a stronger being than we have ever been. It is in openly experiencing oneself that we discover the beauty, truth, and power that truly resides within us. To be open is to embody our wholeness. It is to embrace ourselves with open arms, ready to love every aspect of ourselves and thus have the ability to share that love with the world.
To be vulnerable is to let down one's defenses. When the organizing principle of a society is a fear that there are people that want to destroy them, then exhibiting vulnerability can been seen as compromising the security of the society. Fortunately, there is nothing to be afraid of when one realizes that people only reap that which they have sown. And, this realization has a way of liberating people to be vulnerable without trepidations of repercussions.
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