Having a bad trip with all these social media outlets.

trippin balls right now not even sure what I am on right now but I am really feeling a tad bit depressed as of lately not because of steemit but really because of facebook and all the programming on T.V. I am also being forced to take medication without my own freewill by the United States government basically and cannot own a firearm ever again. America is basically feeling like Germany right now in 1942. Not sure why I feel this way but I totally do. I always thought technology was actually a bad thing. Everytime I look at a computer I think the Devil in the military owns it and can kill me for using it. I don't know why it is setup this way but it is. I know all of this stuff isnt free that is why I feel like I am literally allergic to everything. The Sun the snow melting on the ground, woman, men, thoughts, cancer. Everything in this world is simply not for me. I feel as if I do not belong. There is no song I can write right now. The only thing that makes since is to listen to christian music and watch the whole world cry. I understand everyone goes to sleep and looks at their gun but I don't want to do that in America if everyone has one. I just want to look at friends and family and not stress on them dieing every day.

P.S. Fuck Amazon.