Tit For Tat

Nonye, did you say that behind all this Gra-Gra I’m doing, that I may be feeling bad inside? Well, I feel bad a little.
But that is because I have been a fool. As for this one, let me too have my share.

I would not be me if I had not cheated on him. Stay faithful to a cheating husband? My soul would not find peace for doing that.
Yes, I am glad. Even though I know my life would not change for the better now that I have cheated on him.
My only regret is that i didn't start on time and that I did not do it with someone close to him.
people like him deserve to be paid back in their own coin. But, who knows? There may be a next time.

Nobody should get me wrong. I am not completely shameless. I too would rather stay faithful to one man than go in search for who to cheat with. But there are certain things one's soul demands that should be done.

Since he has decided to cheat, has he not declared it an open marriage? Why should I deny him the pleasure of knowing what it feels like to be cheated?
Can I not like adventure too? Why can't we exchange experiences from different partners?

You say my soul should delight in beautiful things? Nonsense!
Am I not a human being too? I delight in beautiful things, as much as anyone else.
In fact, that is what increased my determination to look for someone else.
Sleeping with another partner must have been so sweet that my husband decided to sacrifice his family on the alter of few pleasurable nights outside his home.
I too must take part in this sweetness.
For what difference would a handful of sand make in a dustbin? Or what would a cup of water add to an ocean?

People say I have gone mad and should be taken to a psychiatric hospital. Yes, let them talk. If I don't fight my battles now, who would? And when?

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