Song written about a friend (or a few)...

"Fixation"

He's got you under his spell,
but it wasn't hard to tell
that you would be his forever.
You could see it in the stars,
'cause personalities like ours
are fixed upon the aether.

You take on all of his pain
despite the guilt and shame
of always being abandoned.
When he leaves you in the dark,
it tears you all apart
that he's taken your love for granted.

"This just in," says the mind to the heart,
"he doesn't seem to care about you."
He pretends to be your father,
yet he acts just like a child.
And you're left confused about what to do...

You could've gotten even,
but you walked away
and thought you gained your freedom,
yet you didn't know...
you could've got off easy,
but you slipped away
and now remain imprisoned
everywhere you go...

The fixation in your mind and your heart;
a carried secret kept out of view.
You'd forgive him all again,
then take him back if he would ask.
And you wonder how I know these things about you...

It's 'cause I'm under a spell
that was cast by someone else
from the moment that I met her.
It was written in the stars;
though they're crossed, and so are ours,
and we will never be together.