Oh how Bella your words of wisdom! @silviabeneforti
I have no Idea what really happened to me but at some point all those great things became a burden on my shoulders. I saw it as a message, a hint that the world is so much larger than a little, sweet island. So many secrets are still hiding away and I am about to find it all. I saw there is no void inside me anymore and I can sit still anywhere, just let life happen or just move more slowly. It's such a new experience. I guess I am becoming just a little bit wiser = older and more calm.