Am sorry bro.. I haven't experienced it, so I don't know. But I just wish you to keep on your faith in Love. I too have a long story bro. But I still have faith in Love and Respect to girls. Cause thats what my mom taught me. I still love her cause I used to love her selflessly and I will keep on with that, cause even she hated me, her hatred grew to make me love her more. More than my anger, my love will kill her everyday. but I always wish her to stay happy, more happier than me cause when I loved her, I promised to see her happy every day and I can't break promises.