Bloody hell Aish it's NEVER fair. However, it's so beautiful you get to spend this time reminiscing and thinking about the good times and your love for each other. Many people don't get that so do count your blessings there my beautiful, beautiful girl.

How does one ever find words ? How does one ever get through such pain? We are mortal, and we get through it with as much love as we have in our hearts. If we didn't love so, it wouldn't hurt so.

J. Is about to go to see his stepfather.. it's moving faster than we thought. My heart breaks for him. Ah, life.