The beginning

playdates (35)in #love • 7 years ago (edited)

Hola everybody,

In this first post I'm going too explain why..

31th of Juli, 2015. I was devastated, I was lost and I didn't know what way to turn to find any form of appreciation, so I turned to all of the ways possible, boys, booze, bars and more boys. I was also done with what I was constantly doing wrong in dating, people were leaving me or being unkind. I didn't know what was normal and what I did wrong, since I was stuck in my ways, so I decided to document it all. Like a dairy. I posted it online and I shared it with close friends, I believed that if I go through these situations, as an early-twentier in a world where anything is possible, maybe someone else does or did too (At least we might've experienced the same emotions), or maybe others could give me insight in what I was doing wrong.

I believe it was written a bit too detailed to post the whole thing online again so for the protection of the people I've seen and dated and also for my own I will not post the whole thing again. In some stories it's just too obvious whom I'm talking about, so..

Anyways here we are again on 31th of July at 23:59. I will repost parts of my blogs in English for those who want to read it, I'm sorry this is not a huge-ass blowout with the first blog. There are a lot of changes going on for me right now, and I'm trying to get more structure to my way of living, so basically I'm working on it!