i like your writing section @kalinka

You can resist as much as possible, but the time comes when ... you are defeated by these unknown forces. And if the hurricane comes, it turns everything upside down and goes away if the tide comes in and returns with the same force a few hours later ... there is something that is a constant magnitude that can only grow but never diminishes. .. this is the river raging in you ... the river just before the waterfall ... the power is terrible. And never reassures. It can only be increased by the snow melting ... or by your efforts to suppress everything deep within ...
Being in Love ... There is nothing more beautiful and painful than that. And can not be cured. Because inside Love you can not go alone ... there are always two of you. And you come in once ... you can not leave.