My impossible love

Kill me instead of leave me, do me whatever you want but do not leave me. I was nobody before you and I will be worse than nobody after you leave me.hovewer I dont deserve you! Do not leave me. You are my only way to keep life .I dont have any living reason except you. I know I dont deserve you but do not leave me. I can not think any other person in my life. ı can not be together someone except you. Please kill me instead of leave me suchanya.

I wrote that 3 years ago, when I understood that u were gonna leave me.
I for got my pain a bit, but I still cant for get u.
you are the best thing also worst thing in my life.