You're strong, you can do it ...

You are strong, you will cope - the last words a woman wants to hear from a beloved man. How did it happen that I hear these words a second time, the feeling that my heart will stop now ...

A girl runs along the streets of a small village, smiling affably to her neighbors, but then a shadow appeared on her face, a group of her peers appeared in front of her, the girl lowered her head, trying to pass faster. She was always shy and lost in their presence, afraid to say a word, and they teased her in response, there is no evil, but she only became more timid ....

 Life moves in front of the left behind the student years. Kira was never popular about her when she needed something, and she dreamed of friends, that she would be in need of her. Celebrating her 19-year-birth, Cyrus met with a guy, looking at which she understood this is her man. Half a year passed acquaintance grew into a novel. Kira blossomed before her eyes, she dreamed of a family about children and when Victor made her offer was very happy. Kira always wanted to be an assistant to her husband's support, a reliable rear, never thought of a career but .... Life has made its corrections ...

The husband at every opportunity went to his mother, who called 5 times a day complaining about her father, then on health, and if the "little son" did not rush immediately to the rescue, tantrums, "deadly diseases", tears and long lamentations for the theme "I do not need you". If something is needed for the mother, he would throw everything and flew to her, and if something had to be decided at home, everything should have been done by Cyrus: to paste wallpaper-Cyrus, to arrange a daughter in a kindergarten -Kira, even when he had to take his wife from the hospital and he Then I needed my mother, Kira waited until late at night and went home herself ...

  Life was made from a shy girl by a woman with sad eyes, who was dragging her whole house, overcoming her modesty, went to the authorities solving current problems of her family, raising a little daughter, listening to her mother-in-law that she was sitting on Vitenka's neck, and she was not ashamed to earn to itself even on "cowards". When my daughter was 2 years old Cyrus went to work 4 months later became the head of the department, earned an order of magnitude more than her husband, And then the mother-in-law needed "urgent treatment". Vitya drove her to the doctors, but all of them were not literate all in one voice saying that she was healthy all his salary goes to his mother, then Mom needs pills, then mom wants peaches, then grapes, and that daughter also wants something - it does not matter.

If Kira complained about her state of health, she heard "How did you get me with your sores"? In such a rhythm eight years passed, another daughter was born, Victor swore every day in love, but his actions did not change everything also in the first place was the mother, all the same, all the problems were on Cyrus Victor took everything for granted, it suited everything. And Kira - Cyrus tolerated, never complained to anyone, defended her husband if someone criticized him, and she cried herself in a pillow so that no one saw .... But everything has a chapel. As if Vitya came from his mother, forgetting to take his daughter from the tutor, on the street late at night, the words of his wife that he had to take his daughter answered that he was tired, let her stay with her aunt nearby, and get to school by bus.

After these words, Kira picked up the things and left. He came, begged forgiveness, swore that he loved her and her daughters promised to improve, then the older daughter started crying that she wants her father to forgive, returned, but nothing has changed, the family for Victor remained in last place - mother, friends, colleagues ... And then his father died and his mother's son became simply necessary .... When he left he said: "You are strong, you can do it, and your mother needs support." Kira was left alone with her two children, without an apartment, and then there was the company where she worked ....

   Time passed the tears dried up, it was necessary to live on .... Fate gave a new meeting, it seemed that their lives were written under a carbon paper. He has an unsuccessful marriage behind his shoulders, whose daughter adores and who lives with him for more time. Kira, very much afraid to again believe in the possibility of women's happiness, but Andrew so courted, was so attentive that he believed. Seemed to be younger by 10, went happy as a little girl, The children became friends Kira fell in love with Ksenia and the girl paid back.

But you see the fate of this .... Beginning the endless calls from the former wife, then help this then this then bring it back then I do not know what to do ... Andrei went pensive all the more sad ...

  And once he said, "You know you're strong, you can do it, and Julia is so unready she'll disappear alone ...."

The heart had little space in his chest, tears did not fit in his eyes, he wanted to close his eyes and not open .... The ambulance, the hospital, the diagnosis of the microinsult, the words of the doctor "We need to protect ourselves, do not get nervous, do not overwork" and I answer "I'm strong, I can manage" ...