You are alone in the silence of your mind

I am walking without soul, my feet are tired, I am not brave, I am not so strong, my eyes are not the same, I saw you die like a little bird in the middle of the snowstorm, I heard your voice when you said to me that you loved me, but my heart didnt believe that I will never see you again, my mind blocked the idea of live without you, and when I felt your last breath I hugged you so hard to stay with me forever, but not the true is you will never stay with me, I drew a dark cloud inside of me, and my mind every day try to say that I can die of love for you, and I want to die, I dont have reason to follow this dark road without the beauty of your presence guiding my! Call my name, I need your voice my heart is lonely and sad, I can’t be normal , my mind screams your name! I feel the cold of your silence, help me!