Thoughts at 9AM

Every trace of you that I see
Makes me think that maybe now you are happy
I know I should be happy for you too
But it is hard knowing I have lost you

There are still times when I ask why
I see many memories and I wish they just die
No more tears left that is why I cannot anymore cry
I just wish this pain will suddenly fly by

Endure the pain, I remind myself
My heart knows how to heal itself
Soon I know I will be happy too
By that time I shall be okay even without you