Mixed feelings.

Is it possible to love with no reason or questions, I mean we avoid all the "why" questions.
why do u want me?
Why do you live with me?
Why do you have sex with me?
When I say I love you.
You reply i love you too.
I don't believe myself nor you.

You think and feel the same too.
I know you think am a gangster.
But am scared of loosing you.
So I put all these spaces between us.

To protect myself from hurting.
It is selfish and I shouldn't have.
I think of "us" each day, all day, everyday.
Yet I don't know if I got you so I won't let go.