A Diversity of wisdom

A Diversity of wisdom and it doesn't need
to be channeled in the way we think
Not "undisciplined", it's intensive
We make the plans "I AM DOING THIS 4 A YEAR AND NOTHING WILL STOP ME"
DISCIPLINE
YES
YOU PROVED YOURSELF WITH
YOUR OWN SELF-FLAGELLATION

Divine Directive- it's in your soul, your spirit, your being
vs. a punitive directive to enact your passion
The focus will come with the passion. LET GO
Stop trying to try! Just allow yourself to
be
relaxed. Be
enjoying.
If it feels like punishment, it's not discipline, it's work
True discipline stems from love
The love of what is part of you to do
And that
will take you farther than the 9-5
even if that 9-5 is solely, only metaphorical
how you force yourself to do the thing you should want to do (ooooh! slow motion this side...wink)
"Why is it so hard?"
You're trying too [last word in sentence above]

Still burdened by the dictates of systems that tell you how to enact your dreams
Superimposing the law of caffeinated impetus and long, hard night's to "prove" to the (finger quotes) world that "You got this"

No

Spirit "got this"

Allow him/her/them/it/zhe/hir/__to BREATHE
To be
It's okay for a seasoned artist to finger paint
It's okay for an experienced writer to mangle their grammar
Suffer the little child within
And forbid them not

For they are Spirit.
And they are the real you.
Allow your passion-your inner directive
to be (come) have fun...play.

Do it.

You won't lose.