I know you are in the flow because of your honesty! That's a great thing, the fearlessness that comes and confidence to be utterly transparent. May I submit this to you, that the flow is not merely a mode that turns on or off (although I understand how it feels that way). Rather it is like a river of life taking you somewhere to a destination. You are eating the fruits along the way and learning and growing rapidly! So much so, at times that the people around you don't understand :P It's like someone on the shore watching as someone else floats down a river... you can only connect briefly before the current/flow takes you around the next bend. The only way to have meaningful, lasting connections/relationships is for the two of you to BOTH be in the river/flow together. I believe you will find that person along your way! But whatever the case, never stop flowing~ :)