The story between my step father Y and I-----6

Around 8:30, he finished clean the kitchen and about to leave. Before he left he always tell me to lock the door and make sure the window closed. I stood quietly behind the door again, watching him leave. It makes me feel that if life has always been like this, it would be great.

I went to my mother's new home during the spring festival. This is the first time and last time I have been there. I feel that's not my home. My mum has a new baby, I knew why she couldn’t come and look after me when I was in hospital.　 I came back early than the arrangement date, and found that the Y had been my home. Because I found the New year decorations on the door and window, and there are fresh yogurt and fruits in the refrigerator. So I called him, he was drinking with a friend. I told him that I brought a New Year's gift for him. Y said thanks and he will come and get tomorrow. After hung up the phone I feel very disappoint. In order to came back earlier I was arguing with my mother for a long time. I tried to come back before the end of the annual vacation. I just didn't accept that Y didn't have time to see me. I have never been afraid of all sorts of messy scenes in my life,