We all have our share of good and bad days .... sometimes ... it’s not just a bad day ... it’s a bad week ... month ... or in my case year .... I was looking thru old pics today .... and it has me thinking about so much .... someone said today ... everyone should be loved ... and I don’t know ... love tends to complicate things in life .... I’ve always been pretty tough ... guarded really ... and I’ve let my guard down in the past ... even when I knew better ... and it’s been the most painful experience in my life ..... it’s the love ending .... that has hurt me ....it’s loving ... while not being loved back that’s one of the hardest things to do .... and it’s these lonely nights ... that remind me of it ....no love for me ( other than loving my kids )... so I’m sticking to chocolate ... and the more I think about it ... the more I go back to my old self ... it’s time to be myself ... and let go of all the idealist things we learn from society.... it’s time to be okay with being myself and being by myself !
nods
You've came a long way since we first met here. Admire your progress and resolve.
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Lol ... I thought so too ... but tonight .... is a rough night for me ... I got some not so great news .... and my kids aren’t around to cheer me up ... so I know what I need to do ... what I should do ... but it’s not always easy ... I like it better when I thought with my mind .. and not with my heart ... when I thought about things in a logical ... factual manner. Lol
Yeah, that's the hardest hurt.
Take care.