It's Love ...

I can not keep my eyes closed without remembering his bright sunrise. "My eyes wandered, staring at the blue sky.
"Nor can I forget her smile as beautiful as a rose," I continued.
I'm acting, as if I'm reading something in my hand. "Her eyes were clear, made me find peace. Shine as dew that sunshine "
I make a momentary pause with a breath.
"I do not have to admit. I'm in love with him, every day. "The object I'm referring to looks at me with a smile that never disappears from his face. Ah, I can not sleep a week. Stupidly, my brain would paint that smile perfectly all night. However, I immediately mastered myself.
"As the sun is not tired of loving earth .."
Rea held up his two thumbs, "Great!" He commented. The girl smiled in front of me. He does not know, he's the one I'm talking about. "Ary, I guns' know you know ... it turns out you are good at poetic-poetic gini, hehehe"
I smiled proudly, patting my chest. "You've been temenan with me four years, I do not realize this is the incarnation of Khalil Gibran, and my name is Ary Gibran." Rea laughed and stamped my feet strongly. He was exasperated. I groan.
Where is the setting of this incident? Anyone knows?
Ah, you can imagine both of us were on the beach. Minor chats are accompanied by waves and breeze. Or you can imagine the two of us are in a restaurant with glass walls and a view of the waterfall on our left. Talk together as if the world belongs to us. Or you can imagine both of us being in a beautiful garden with blooming flowers and butterflies that are constantly dancing on it. But we are not all over the place. Both of us were in the office, the meeting room, with dozens of other people still chatting while waiting for our boss to come to the meeting.
Well, he's coming, "Yep. Let's start our meeting today. "The boss opened our agenda that afternoon.

"Ary, would you like to find me a book?" A shouted cry behind me made me turn, Rea was running to meet me, our distance just a few steps away. I stopped. Ah, this angel, any invitation from you will not be possible I rejected, my dear ..
em, ... except the wells, I might consider.
"Yesterday I got the duty from the lecturer, and it's not finished yet because I do not have a book on that theme." He explained as he walked to teach me. Rea is studying his magister, a dream that he had delayed for several years. After a long struggle to send a proposal scholarship to and fro then he had the opportunity to continue his education. The girl looks like she has no fatigue. Yet our working hours include solid and energy consuming, but he remains consistent with his dream. He told me sometime; 'Rest in heaven, Ry ..' accompanied by his beautiful smile of the rising sun.
"Where are we going? Bookstore or library? "I asked, when I already knew the answer.
"Perpus." More efficient. As soon as the Rea school.



The hot sun stung my face as we stepped out of the office. However, because the distance between the city-library offices was no more than 30 meters, we decided to pitch the sidewalk to our destination.
"Beep." Rea's phone rang, there was an incoming sms. My best friend smiled when reading the sms he received. Then his fingers busy typing answers to sms it with cheerful. My girl looks very happy. However, that's not the point of today's events. But the point is the sentence he said after that. Successful sentence made my heart chaotic for 1 month later.
He said with a radiant face. "I'm in love, Ry .." it's like the sky collapsed suddenly. God .. is this new love to grow should i pupusan now? Ah, no Ary, later on, do not rush to conclusions.
"Hahaha ... most you lie, who is it?"
"What is definitely not the same as you ... hahahhaa .." I do not know Rea serious or not with what he said just now. But I really hope he is not serious.
God .. may my angel be lying.

I do not understand my heart. But it always feels 'pain' every time I see Rea smiling happily while snapping his fingers on the keys of the mobile phone. Okay, I'm happy to see him happy, but I can not deny, if he's happy because he loves and is loved by others, I'm obviously hurt. My heart as sliced, my tongue bitter as if eating gall, my body feels weak and like sick people. Is he chatting with someone who made him fall in love? Is she really in love? To whom did he harbor his love? Why not me?

"Ry? What is wrong? Why are you? "Doni scolded as he tapped my shoulder. I wake up from my daydreams.
"Uh-oh ... em .., fine, what can I help Don?" I said awkwardly. Doni just looked at me weird. "You why?" He repeated. His eyes were staring at me and Rea - who was still busy smiling - laughing happily - reading the sms and answering - turns. I just noticed my frantic attitude.
"Ah, last time. Not really papa .. "elakku. "Did you come here?" I diverted Doni's attention. Now is not the right time to share what is going on in my head to others. The closest person or Rea though.

This weekend, Rea usually invites me to accompany him guerrilla books in various libraries. But not for the last 3 weeks. Rea does not even call me anymore. He seemed to be very busy in love. And I myself, now very busy thinking about why Rea must be busy with his love?
If anyone asks me, what can man avoid love? I will not answer. And if I can, then I'm the first person to choose that. Shy away from love. Avoid the wound, avoid the endless pain, thinking of how unfortunate my fate should be to feel and not get avenged. If you know love will be so torturous, I will choose not to fall in love. But in fact? Oh, unfortunate man, no one can survive from falling in love.
"Am I being heartbroken?"
Ah, I'd better find out straight from the source. I dialed a short message and sent it to Rea. "Smbong skali, sjk fall in love so ga prnah nyari aq lg."
I waited for Rea's answer for a long time. He replied, "Ahaaayy ... bwt ap nyari kmu? : p "
In short I replied, "Wicked! ? "
Shortly afterwards Rea retaliated again, he wrote, "Ary ... klw aq lg jth love, g mgkn kan nyari objkya? hoho .. "
"Object?" What does he mean by me?

Doni sat on his bike, my co-worker preparing to go home. "He might fall in love, Bro. You just say it .. "he teased. I smiled wryly. Actually I'm not used to telling any personal affairs of love to anyone. But Rea's sms, his attitude and my pradue, need a consultant, I think.
"But be cool. If Rea is really your soul mate, without you chasing him he'll come alone. "Contradictory advice. Usually people will advise to pursue love, is he? Instead told me to wait. What should I wait for? Rea went with the others for not chasing me, right?
"Your advice is more suitable for women." I replied. Doni laughed. "Prove it," he said between laughter as he passed.

My phone clinked, there was an incoming sms. From Rea?
"Ah, aq cpk gni. Udh aj kli Nas, aq ky bysa aj am Ary ... mgkin prsaanq cma sblah tgn. Aq g pa2 kok, cma jd shbat aj .. yg pntg ttp d dt dy .. "
Looks like this sms stray. But I smiled reading it. So is she really in love with me? God .. how happy my heart is.
"Ary!" Call Rea. I turned around, and found him a few steps behind me. Smile with the smile I miss every day. She smiled for me.
As soon as he was near, he said; "Temenin to the library yuk ... bete ni, a few days to the library alone, it was not delicious yaa .. hehehe .." he explained.
We go hand in hand. "Know guns' Ry, yesterday my lecturer .. blah .. blah .. blah ..." I have not listened again. My mind already knit a million dreams together, my heart blossomed millions of flowers. I got her back. Right in front of the library door while he was still talking about college, lecturer, college and his friends, while his right hand pushed the doorknob, I said, staring deep into his eyes, "Will you marry me?"
Rea froze, speechless. Nor asked me to repeat my question. Until someone heads for the door to get out. He woke up and just smiled. Very quietly I heard him reply, accompanied by the sound of our footsteps clashing with the library floor. "Yes."
Doni is right, the right love for you, will come back to you, without you chasing.