Well, first of all- your english is not as bad as you think. You do not need to be recognized by others to prove the worth within you. You are you, I am me. We can't change the fact. You are good at something, where others will be worst. Being oneself is best thing to do, ibelieve. Another thing i learned from many bloggers. Never try to feel better the readers. Just being ourselves will bring us best outcome. Today or tomorrow.
about @surpassinggoogle, i also want to recognized by him along with some others. They are helping lots of newbies like me. They are best as far i have seen them. So, being known or friend to them, also i want.