Introduction

For the last five years I have been on a journey full of discoveries. What I have found in my travels, down many rabbit holes, is that the world I knew, the world that had been taught and told to me, was not the world I wanted to be in. I saw a world that was full of anger, frustration and depression, with no way out and no available fix. For me, I wanted something else, so I searched for a way to change the world, and I found it. The world, as I have come to accept it now, is full of doors that can, if opened and passed through, lead towards a greater understanding of both the world, and of our self, within it. The process, as I have come to discover, involved many stages. Learning how to think without bias or with logic instead of blind belief in the systems of control. Learning that what may be good for some, is not good for all, and discovering for myself, what that means. Trust and compliance within these systems is not always the best for self, and finding out who I am and what I want for myself and how that would affect others is not just important, but vital to growing a harmonious relationship with my fellow humans and also the very world that we call home. Relying on someone else, or a system to create positive change in self and for others is not going to work, at least it does not seem to have so far, and there is no indication that it will or even plans too. Hidden away from the majority there exists solutions to all these problems that we all face daily, from the smallest scale to the grandest, from a personal to a global and into a still mostly undefined region as well. These things are easily seen when we have learned how and this, learning how, is a small part of the information I have put together.
This is not a testament to religion nor is it condemnation of it. This is an exercise in thinking and in learning and in creating and should be, if nothing else, food for thought. We have lost the desire to learn, to think, to question and to make basic fundamental decisions that will affect our lives. Instead we mostly choose to regurgitate that which we are told, we accept without question, or research of our own. With the information of the entire world at our fingertips 24 hours a day we still choose to simply accept things that are told to us over and over again as truth, yet we know that, for some things, it just doesn’t seem to make any sense. But we toe the line, we keep it simple thinking to ourselves, what does it really matter, it is not really affecting my life one way or another. No harm done so, whatever. It is a system that has been perfectly designed for just this reaction. It is a system of systems that keep you confused and seeking shelter from the answers to questions you don’t really want to ask. You live your life in servitude, all the time thinking you are free to choose whatever you want, but seldom have any real idea what that is. You are given motivation and desires and you accept them as your own. More money will buy me what I want and need so, I will do what it takes to make it. You would spend most of your waking life performing tasks you would rather not do so that for the few hours of ‘free’ time you have you can do what it is you actually want to do, though sadly, most of these ideas are hardly original. You are applauded for becoming a success in the systems of control and considered childish or immature for wanting a life free from the bondage of control. Grow up, they tell you. Get a job and conform. Marry and have children and train them to be just like you, someone that you don’t really even like. Can you say, truthfully, you even know who or what you are? You define yourself with a job title, you are not a career, you are a person, a human, a spirit in this material world. You deny yourself simple pleasures, you deny yourself opportunity for personal growth, you deny yourself from ever learning anything about what you are and why you are here, even though you know, this is the only answer you want. You worry more about dying than concern yourself with living, and you do your best to acquire all the things that you think will add some joy to your life. You are on a fool’s journey, there is nothing out there that will stand the test of time, there is nothing out there that will ever bring you true happiness, there is nothing out there at all. You have spent this long looking in the wrong direction. Perhaps it is time for you to look where these things you seek are, and that is in the place you have always known them to be, you have just been distracted.