I appreciate your post very much it reminds me when I used to struggle with my own problems, however, now it is much different history because I had learn to submit to God's will for my life, therefore, his peace which surpasses all understanding belongs to me. My goal in life is to love God above all else and love my neighbor as I love myself, and God adds the rest to my own life. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added unto you. Matthew 6:33 ►