It's almost that time of the year again.

You gave me the feeling to be special. You were there for me. You gave me strength to go through the day. You listened to me. You heard what I said. You felt it. And then you were gone.

Nobody understood what I felt except for you. Nobody were interested into knowing what was happening except for you. I look up, and I look up for strength to be given by you. You gave me the feeling that you're always be there for me, that you're always going to listen to me. But right now, when I talk to you, I don't get any answers. Nobody explained to me what was happening, so I had to go through all this with no explanation and without you.

You were and you are one of the most important person in my life and I never will forget you, even though I've already forgotten a few things these last years. I was still to young to understand and to keep remembering everything.

But I guess of all people I am not the only one who has lost someone important and who still looks up to him at special times.

Who feels connected is free to like.

I'm not saying I'm just saying