I Found a Spider

I found a spider
While taking a shower. It was four a.m.
There was silence
Water, running down, was only shown
I thought what a word matters
If there was no other in this world,
But a spider, and I.
I would have never desired the same thing
I crave so
A spider creeps into my text,
And changes every sign
Thus love could not exist anymore
Its sound could not be uttered at once
My thought is drained and dried
Spider bites water and there is no more
Spider and we