I feel a lot of confusion in your words. There are several things he is dealing with at the same time and that decompensates him. You are a valuable woman, a warrior and you will overcome this crisis. This is a challenge that life offers you so that you learn a necessary lesson to advance your growth as a person. Rejoice, better times will come. I also made my story, I invite you to read it. A greeting and a hug, @priyanarc.