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Facing two lost loved ones in consecutive time not only makes my heart awkward, but my mind is far away. I was astounded. Not rid of the provisions of God but memories with these loved ones make the heart easy to be touched and the tears are easy to flow.However, the go goes away. They will not come back to me and abandoned relatives. Memories are the longing for the lost.

This bitter experience is hard-to-say with words but the heart that is distressed can not lie. When I lost my father two years ago, the world was so quiet. Joy is like being plucked but a father who is a father's representative can rejoice in life. But at last he also met God. I'm back quiet. His face and laughter were reflected in the eyes. His advice that has never been tired of this mind is still heard in the ear.

Have not lost his temper for his departure, the test came again. The day after the big loss, we lost again. The nephews who are being teased by teenagers, the next few months going to the age of 21 are called God. Crying could not possibly give them back. They have returned to their Creator.

No matter how much we love our fellow human beings, it will not be able to resist God's love for His servant. He brings us to this world and He is more entitled to retrieve it when it comes to His appointed time. and that time will never be missed or fastest even a minute. No matter how old we were when, whether it was an old or new-fashioned man.

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I learned to be steadfast and to accept this provision of God. Sooner or later, we will someday go there. While still here let us both try to improve ourselves. Giving the best for our lives and the lives of others. We take the benefit of the Japanese who assume that life is like a cherry blossom that lives only a week. Therefore they raced to improve and improve themselves daily. Like the cherry blossom, he made his short life to beautify this world with its beauty and fragrance. We too must live like that. Living with kindness and glory.

Straighten the guidelines and set faith. Our Lord is the only one and to whom we will go.

Do not give up when facing difficulties,because every clear rain drops come from dark clouds.