Great freewrite! is a very important issue that you have raised, much the same happened to us. Being a reflective person you have the level of analyzing what is good and bad for you and your family from past experiences.
It is interesting to stop and think about ourselves, what happens to us, what happened to us and what could happen. From what I see your life was better in 2017 thanks to the bullish market of cryptocurrencies, (for everyone it was amazing;)), to be able to give you and your family luxuries, was emotionally amazing! since he had not given the opportunity, but then the market collapsed causing your life to return to "reality". The good thing about all this is that you now have that experience and now you can think better in a new bull market so it will allow you to make the most of it but with more maturity so that it does not happen again. The market is unstable, but we can with everything that happened in the past, thinking very well before doing impulse things that are sometimes unnecessary.
It seems that Bitcoin is on the right track!
We hope that the market rises, we all need it.
Greetings to you and the family!
Thank you, @yanes94! 2017 was a glimpse in to the way things "could be", and I'm really hoping for that again. You're right. The market is so volatile. This recent drop of $2000 on the Bitcoin price was apparently because Coinbase went down, not being able to supply the FOMO demand. I hope things turn around again. I've been watching the BTC price dance around $12K and if it breaks that resistance level, I'm hoping we'll see things moon like they were before the correction. Hope you're well.