Im sick and tired of....
Being sick and tired.
This chronic daily pain.
The lack of finances and insurance to see who i need to see.
The arrogant dismissive doctors.
Sick of not doing anything.
Sick of not earning aliving like i would if healthy.
The constant mood swings directly related to my head and neck.
Not knowing what is wrong.
Not knowing exactly what to do.
Spending & spending & spending money on doctors, therapies, and supplements etc that do nothing for me.
Fear over not surviving this and not being able to be there for my son.
The non understanding community who looks down on me like i dont have CHRONIC PAIN.
People who claim to know the issue, try to fix me and dont. After i pay them loads of cash of course.
The drs or therapist that say "wow you are really improving". No im fucking not.
The ones who question or doubt my pain tolerance! Really you fuck tards!? Ive broke almost every bone in my body, ive been in major accidents, ive been thru surgeries (one i was awake), i get tooth fillings with no numbing agents. Fucking fagets, i know pain and this is the worst ive ever met. Imprisioning me in a torture room that i get no break from.