Dear diary

Another crappy pain day. Feel very panicky, probably blood pressure. Slept alot trying to avoid pain. Same rollercoaster and its getting nauseating. Ill attempt to see a chiropractor again tomorrow to hopefully ease the pain. Hard to read, hard to talk. Any little annoyance brings me to my knees. Praying i can prevail this. Holding to the light in this darkness. Patiently waiting for another breath.