PUSH=Pray until something happens!

I am a firm believer in this saying and I can tell you it works in all areas of my life!

HISTORY:
Doxing is where someone has found your location and know pretty much know all about who you are in real life.

A few months ago after a year of dealing with threats online and going so far as to alter my time and locations online and whom I even would respond to in private messages it escalated to personal attacks.

First clue I had was when I was suddenly signed up to stuff on line (websites I would not go to), next was calls from all over the place and companies I would never go to much less buy anything they were selling or offering (I am a great grandmother I don't think I am interested in birth control ;-) do you?) I only handed out my cell number to a small select few and the hosts had it...

Next set of attacks were slandering my name in chatrooms in many of the homesteading community (and why now I am extremely hesitant to be around many who call themselves a homesteader). Instead of asking if there was any truth they joined up in their cliques and spread lies everywhere and to whomever they thought would listen.

Moderators:
As a moderator for many of these homestead channels, my role was to keep the chatroom going and keep it clean and family friendly (yup Family Friendly is hated) because many times there were young kids in these chats reading what was being said and the channel host would give a list of what they did not want said there or behavior they did not want seen.

Sounds simple and reasonable unless you are on the band wagon of acting/being like a troll.
There are different types of trolls online ranging from just disrupting to going graphic in details.
I still Mod for just a scant few of folks and because I work with the channel host I know what is expected as does the other mods.
When a channel host has given you a set of the what and what not to allow and the mod does as instructed the relationship grows between the host and mod.

This relationship is bonded because of trust.

If a channel host keeps sending mixed messages or says things not in keeping with what you thought was their character/persona (for instance saying something bad about some of their subscribers), a conflict can and will rise up and you seek to resolve it.
Some will take the time to talk and work out what the issues are and go from there, many times it is just a minor miscommunication, but there are times where it goes well beyond that. And when I walk away.

When a mod runs into any issues you take it to the channel host (this is their company/brand) and they need to be made aware of all that has taken place, (these are steps I took in regards to many trolls) so when the attacks started implied threats that they would next start in on the host or that they know where the hosts live, the options become either backing away from the host or the host calling their bluff and keeping me on as mod.

All this brings where and why I believe in PUSH.

I am not shy about handing over issues to God/Creator and then I just PUSH and it gets revealed in his time and I go from there.

This is what just a single picture of destruction looks like:

This was a 300+ year old Fukien Tea Bonsai tree that hate and trolls killed, remember they did Dox to find me.
As a bonsai artist who had many trees that were being trained for being handed over to the next generation of artist to care for these aged wonders that have survived so much to reach that age, it makes you sick to see this type of hate being done. The dollar amount for all the destruction that was done by hate $100,000.00 let that sink in a minute...

Here is another:

This Bougie was known world wide and when the bonsai world (YES WORLD, because bonsai is borderless) found out, it was prayed for...
Does PUSH work?

You be the judge!

Hate is not going to change who I am......