You're one of my favorite beasts. I totally get you - as a human being and a creator - even though I'm living in the opposite of Tokyo haha!

No matter what, you're really giving it your all, just don't remember that health is the most important thing of all. ( I think ) we only have one life and if this one ends, the question is: will the 'creative' spirit end up in another body and finish our unfinished work? ;>)

Much love and energy my friend