I finally have my Doctor I started these medications back, she understands my overall view and goal of my treatment. She fights for me, I will be elaborating a little bit more in my next post hopefully today, I appreciate you for being here for me through this whole ordeal. The worst thing the VA could have done was to allow me to become un-sedated, because now they have one pissed off combat veteran who feels attacked by the very organization that should be there to help me. You are absolutely right they do not benefit from me getting any better.