I can handle my booze so don't think i was staggering around annoying the customers.

Hold on a sec, I was already thinking so you know.

Basically I had the same appearance as a fat homeless guy. At that moment in my life there was no one in the world that hated me more than I hated myself - which is not a good place to be.

I totally know how that feels. For me it was the state when I just stay bored because boredom became fun

I knew I had only me to blame and that is a far more awful situation to find yourself in.

Truly, the story we tell ourselves go a long way in getting up. You told yourself the real story.

You must be really fit. Swimmers are fit. Oh, I’m loving it already, can’t wait for the continuation.