I always imagine myself, dead. I mean I can even imagine how invisible I am to those loved ones I left behind living their life as it is, without me. It seems to like I am watching a movie and their lives are the ones shown, me as the audience, an only audience. It might be an odd thought but it actually would cross my mind. I have this thing as my last wishes to be done during my wake and even at my funeral. I could imagine myself looking at them checking if they have done what I wished for. I don't know why, but that is the case for me.