Man, I'm sorry to hear that's weighing on you right now. It really is too bad that so many people are taught that they need a college degree to succeed. It's from people who saw that for a time those with degrees had a better chance to get a job. Now, you can make a lot of money without having to go to school. And it's still crazy to me that most debts can be washed away by bankruptcy, but student loans follow you. There are so many people who have been lead into bondage, and will take years to pay off the loans for degrees that aren't helping them.

I'm sorry things are tough right now. I'm proud of you for keeping your head up and continuing to believe that things are going to be ok because God will provide. You're the man. Hope you had fun playing basketball!