My first couple days here I was definitely focused on "Oh lordy however can I make that hot steamy steem baby?!" and it didn't amount to much, I had no idea what to do.

But then I just started to have fun with it, try random contests, actually interact with people who's work was interesting and enjoyable for me and all the stress was gone.

Now I can just sit back and comfortably try new things, see what people like and have fun writing dark things! Definitely something that's sustainable for me.