Stress 8

Some people say,

"why is it so hard for you to go out from home and meet people?"

Because I have to :

1. Care about how people will judge me by my look. Fashion, hair, makeup, nails, style, shoes, accessory, etc

2. Fake smile in front of others

3. Feel like going home but I have to stay

4. I have to spend money to maintain social interactions (kinda afraid of having 0 friends)

5. Be surrounded by people

and so on.

Do you still want to ask me why?