Dear @Dayleeo - 16th of August 2017 - those days are a marching on right?

good morning
good morning
good morning!

yayayayaay.

feeling that midweek push this morning, woke after some odd dreams, slept well however i feel like, watched a trek and faded out and woke around 8:30am is this morning, water and coffee and checking all of the things. i forget that with skillshare the money is ‘anytime’ of the day so it might not come this morning and i might have to go out later in the day to do all the things.

i certainly need to get fuel, that’s one of the things i have to do today or in the morning with poppet — that’s come around quick this week, must crush a bunch of project work today. have too otherwise it will feel like i’ve not done nearly enough for the week and i know that will come to bite me in the butt by the end of the week mentally.

i’d forgotten about those stir fry nights we had, i think the induction will be bad ass with a wok, especially on boil water mode which is just basically just full power without pausing, the constant hot heat will make it perfect. it’s not really sunk in yet about the fact i don’t have to have gas. at some point i will get some backup gas thou just in case the electric goes off!

over the next few days i think i’m gonna make a real push to clear down the shower area again, i’d really like to utilise that space instead of it being a dumping ground of stuff. i realise that some of the stuff just can’t go anywhere else so maybe it needs to be thrown or sold, the stuff is overwhelming me now everytime i go into that area. i’m feeling a bit clean up again soon, reminds me. i need to get a cheap brush and a bucket of some sort so i can scrub and clean the roof, also need to see if local wood place will cut me some pieces of wood to make my green screen panels.

as for ya post about clients, yeah they can change, you’ve been lucky to have them for the period of time you have, you’ve done quite a bit of work for them over the last eight months, time to start putting some work into some redundancy to help with the downtime between the starting of a new client, think when bitcoin has another jump it’s worth pulling some out and into mining services just for that daily trickle down.

i hear what your saying about the clients pup. i think to be good at that job you have to have a certain kind of connection with the dog. you can’t just be someone that ‘stays’ with a dog. they kinda pull you in, closer, become an extension of your life and general day, they are after all like family members, i remember all the reactions, mood swings and thoughts you had about the doggies when you were walking them in new york city. you crushed that job and even thou it might be more or less what you get now you got so much more out of it i felt even it was emotional jarring at times.

i certainly feel the energy pull today of the outside world. i know i gotta get the fuel, food, internet — the 16th is that day when the skillshare stats reset and i see ‘where i’m at’ for the month ahead. hard to believe i’ve not put anything up there for the last few months, gotta break this course making curse and move forward. it’s getting kinda crucial to make that change, have them resources.

that’s why i saved a little aside for the bits from amazon, not just because i want to eat scrambled eggs again but if i slowly get the bits to make out the projects when i feel inspired i can just thrown a prototype together and give it a test, bit by bit, day by day - preparing for the potential cold winter ahead i want the space to be as insulated as possible this year so i can have those crispy frosty mornings in a nice warm bed.

been feeling very impulse power on foods recently, been having the same things, cereal, eggs, bread — i had cut the bed out and replaced that with yogurt and granola at some stage but i’ve been back to bread purely because of cost and stodge factor but i’m pretty sure ‘bread’ stuffs are not doing me any good, my chest is a little looser today which i’m thankful for, the focus oil is going on now as i type, well straight after at least! :)

ok, half past nine. time to get the coffee in me, some breakfast eggs and toast and then get this first version of the obs steem profile done, bit of writing and then see where we are around lunchtime. i do hope the funds come in before then, if not i might have to do some kinda early morning fuel, amazon, food run before picking up little biza tomorrow. might be good for me to go out a little earlier anyway.

also gotta do some cleaning up today, reset this darn bed area because the memory foam mattress is all over the place and scrunched up again, oh my kingdom for a laser cutter, wood and all the right brackets and wood to build that platform, it’s been the perfect weather for it. maintaining clarity to focus on these things has been tough, getting one of the bits of that today or tomorrow will spurr me on get down to the wood shop to have a chat with those guys, they always sorted me out before with what i need, even cut it to size and everything — kinda miss having a ‘wood’ place that delivered me panels of laser cutting goodness to the office.

right, i’m outta here. gotta crack on love, keep that daily moving, another day, another week, another month, got two more weeks of august gotta crush and then the mini biza is back to school. after that, it’s all engines at full regards resources, flights planning, cleaning down any billing decks and all focus and action on funds, think it’s gonna be daily accountability video chats, something might expand to others on steemit to join into (think like our blab days but with up to 12 remote workers, blabbers)

focus right now, smart phone for the wallet stuff, fix the laptop, sort the car, find a decent weekly residual, trade up the car to a van. once we got the van, we got options, get some cheap flights, do some recon and some uk searching and hunts and we good to go. keeping the faith!

time to get up, crank open that other eye,
look around the room to make sure you know where you are,
rise semi vertical, yawn and look around,
start to add some impulse power to the leg injectors
and get vertical.
speak to you in a bit fiza biz.
love love phil xx

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