The Desire To Find It
The awkward smiles on my face have been caused by you since you began to grow inside me. I saw you there when I turned my eyes away from other people and into my own heart. I saw everything in myself that looked like you, and I lived from my tongue to my heart everything that had to be lived about you.
These things keep me going even though you're not here. When I try to cool down, I remember that my heart will always be ready for you as long as I don't stop its eyes from looking up at the sky and don't block the love paths that lead to it.
You might not see roses on the roads of the future, and no one will tell you that I have been waiting for you with such desire. But see how much you grow inside me every day? I ask my heart, how much more can it be filled with it?
My eyes, how well do you see how beautiful it is? What else can you do with your dream to make my world bigger? How much of my sky can you show on your rose face?
I don't know who you are. I'm not close to you. I'm at the stops by myself. Soon as possible, I want to lose the time in my life that I don't have you. I want to be alone as much as possible. Until you come, I'll think of myself as half. I'm not going anywhere until you come.
I'm not going to get up and go find another place to sit. I'll wait for you where I came from. I'm going to keep my eyes on the way you came. No matter what I say, I will begin with you, talk about you again, and end with you again.
I'll wait for you with my back to the sun. I will keep looking for you in my hands even when it's dark outside. I will keep hearing your name in my hands even if I find you. This burning wish to find you in me has never gone out, and it never will...
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