I will put you in my prayers tonite! Read psalms 34 for you. That is a msg from my spirit to you. Share the knowlege and pkant the seeds and just let them be. All the seeds will get rain and sun and your love...but our Father makes them grow. Not u. So nothing will be put upon you that you cant handle.
For family...stay positive and stay in forgiveness. They know not what they do. Sometimes the act from pain and lovelessness. So keep loving Steemer. You will be fine.
Joy
This comment was for me too. Same problem. :)