“To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me. "
After blaming others for being the reason for my ruin, it was years later when I reminisced everything I understood that the cause for my pain and misery was nobody but me.
Giving them the power to hurt me was how I myself spelt my doom.
But I would not change my past for anything. I am who I am today because of everything. Today, I give no one the power or the agency to cause me any harm. I am solely responsible for myself and my mental health and nobody else.
“To whom do I owe the biggest apology? No one’s been crueler than I’ve been to me.” —Alanis Morrisette
It is not wrong to be weak for sometimes, it is not wrong to be in a place where you don't know what you should do for once in your life, When your plans got ruined, and you broke into pieces. What is wrong is to envy others because they become strong enough, what is wrong is to filled your self with hatred because you are not become brave enough, what is wrong is to make your wound deeply than to seek for healing by blaming your self. It is not wrong to make mistakes, what is wrong is to get stuck with it even you already know what you should do. Your plans can be re- plan again, if it fails then plan again until you reach where you really belong. Trust God for His perfect plan for you. Have faith that things will get better soon you just need to keep holding on. Love yourself enough to accept what you cannot do and let God handles what you cannot control. There are some people who got through with this and they become successful. Have faith, have courage, and have love with your self.
artwork by Owen Gent
I owe myself the biggest apology. For not being enough. For overthinking too much. For caring too much. I don't even remember when did I start to let myself down. I owe myself the biggest apology for I didn't let myself, free.
You are your toughest critic but you are an amazing person inside and out. Your heart is one of the most genuine I've ever known. I'm grateful for you.
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