RE: Happiness
I wanted to move to a commune two years ago when I had reached a point where I was certain that my morals would forever prevent me from adhering to the rules set by society. The problem is, many of the communes here in Scotland are preaching the Luciferian doctrine. I am unsure of whether they know it, I don't believe so. But, either way, I've no desire to run away from an evil society towards an evil commune.
You are right that you could get the community first, and then transition, but these things require a lot of money to set up if it is going to be fully self-sustainable. So, with all due respect - because in the 18 months I've been here, you are the only whale I know to have tried to do some good with their stake - I think that it's easy for someone with a ton of money to speak of these things as if they're easy. But, for those of us who were not as lucky, or those of us who don't have a lot, because we refused to step on top of our peers to climb towards "success," the prospect of building our own sustainable community, on our own land, with our own food etc; is nothing short of fanciful.
Perhaps that is what we need. A charity that helps communities find a home outside of society, where they can actually focus on becoming better people, instead of allowing society to perpetuate the cultivation of the worst parts of all of us.
In regards to chemtrails, you are definitely right. Things have stepped up a few gears here in Scotland over the past month. Conveniently around the same time as perhaps the worst bout of snow I have ever seen in my 30 years. But I think it will also be impossible to escape 5G, and it's still impossible to find food that hasn't been tampered with in one way or another. Even are fruits have been selectively mis-bred to the point that we're getting next to nothing from them anymore. Well, nothing but the poison from the pesticides sprayed all over them, which is of course about keeping insects away, and nothing to do with negating our ability to produce GABA so that we remain anxious and depressed..
Yes. I wish I could feel as you feel. But I know way too fucking much at this point, and unfortunately there's no going back- or forward.
Stay in the now..