this is how my back feels today

in #life6 years ago

damn the cough - i went outside this morning and bent over and coughed

next thing I know I was down on the ground curled up in a fetal position crying like a baby - well, more like screaming like a banshee.

F*** me, it just keeps getting better - how the fuck am I supposed to hold a in this condition.

A basic income would be so damn nice.

Isn't strange how if you get injured and can't work you have to 'sue' your own govt for benefits. (We call it disability SSI or SSDI)

It's even worse after you have to wait 4 years to get denied - and then you end up having to work another in 10 in excruciating pain - all the while the rest of society frowns upon you because you like shit all the time.

You get to the point where you just don't give a fuck about it anymore.

I used to build houses. I thought it was a good 'honest' way to make a living. You get up and go to work and at the end of the day there's a new house for a nice family to live in.

You're always dirty and grimy and covered with the days sweat and the occasional blood. You're pay is shitty - but you got a job and you're doing that whole 'earn a living' thing.

Meanwhile the rest of society frowns upon you like you're some kind of fucking criminal - you're car is a piece of shit you could barley afford - let alone the fucking 'mandatory' insurance - don't even get me started on that topic.

You're always getting pulled over because the 'police' (assholes with badges) know you're an easy fucking target for a 'no insurance' ticket.

Imagine a beautiful country where the working class citizens get fined into absolute oblivious poverty and debt and then shunned because of the poverty caused by the very existence of their own govt.

FUCK - please stop hurting - ugh I don't want to go to the friggin ER today (or any other day really)


The easiest way to help the broke carpenter is an upvote and maybe a resteem.

The next best way is to sign up for the fucking fastest dex on the planet - bitshares - https://wallet.bitshares.org/?r=rxhector2k5

and there is always the good ol' just send it to a wallet

xrp (ripple) : rL4fPHi2FWGwRGRQSH7gBcxkuo2b9NTjKK
bts : rxhector2k5
btc : 14kqFXASNjFxw8kNcJFWd1rbptwrPw8xcT
eth : 0xc112088e2236b137c37c265d23803e52e9c505a3
drk (dash) : XeHLfeMcLdTQ7D9qBA62ch6CyQxNhJshfK
doge : DLYfYwvt6idVCmoq5BbLBGhWP6ohgxuPbq

projects you may end up funding

  • better server

  • better network equipment (better switch/router)

  • better drives (need storage space on servers - thinking about a boinc node)

  • future servers/vms

  • need to run a bitshares node

  • need to run a steemit node

  • investigate eos

  • colocation = $650/mo

  • server = ????; (cluster @$5k/ea)

  • bills = $2k/mo

unemployment ain't gonna fix that

i got a few website/gamification ideas - but need to get network and nodes running better before jumping back to development environment

[manna]
https://www.mannabase.com/?ref=38c7fefa79

[basic income]
https://steemit.com/basicincome/@steembasicincome/steem-basic-income-a-complete-overview
https://steemitimages.com/0x0/https://steemit-production-imageproxy-upload.s3.amazonaws.com/DQmYyGi4HvKXuvQJ7sWPQHH5W33ThfAE74dpsJgMJ6n8UiZ

[whaleshares]

#life #of #a #broke #carpenter #posting #ulog #for #steemit #basicincome

© rxhector
peace ;)

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