My way to myself

Oh myself !
Once i have lost you in the middle of the sea , which is full of sins and bad deeds , you were sinking , I've tried to save you but i couldn't ...
Oh myself!
When i look to you now i remember those bad days I've been through trying to survive , i tried many times to change the fact that I'm losing myself but i couldn't!
After all , life can show the ugly face once and the good face many times.
I found myself finally, and I'm sure i will not lose it again.