I love the pics and love the story. I can tell from everything you explained and how well you told this story that you will be fine. I can tell that you are a survivor and you are brave, when you think of the fact that there are so many people that live their entire life without ever leaving their city or state. To pick up and move across the world shows strength and bravery. Whatever obstacles that arises you and your family will overcome. Consider this a time of crawling before you walk all over again. But I'm pretty sure the crawling period will not last long, you were meant to grow into larger spaces and places and like an eagle you will soar. I will be watching and holding the space for you as you evolve from a cocoon to a butterfly.