yeah, actually I do miss that feeling - very much :/ the sad thing is that once you become really mired in this system and sapped of the living energy, it is not that easy to escape (I for one would drop everything today and move to a country farm if I had a chance) I agree with you completely about the supermarkets, too - in fact, we were almost saying those same things not so long ago- how much more satisfying it would be to actually raise or gather your food (good, natural food) in nature and not feel like that same caged chicken confined in a stuffy, lifeless building under fluorescent lights, full of machine noises and plastic, shuffling through to run your little card in front of someone who hates being there as much as you do...
oh, where did it go all wrong?...