RE: What It Feels Like Having A Porn Addiction As A Woman PT.2
I read both of those articles. Really intriguing. I'm seeing more and more women step up and talk about their porn addictions, this is really inspiring, and I'll admit, something I never thought existed!!
I can relate to that though, the excitement to get home and blast one off to my favourite porn actress, or scene. I watched pron for a really really good portion of my life.
My addiction came to a screetching halt when I actually found the beauty in human connection. My wife showed me what real sex was like, mindblowing awesome sex. Previously I had spent my life around people that wanted me for my body and not the whole package (I was quite the looker in my younger years!), but along came my wife and wanted the whole package. That changed everything.
Nothing says amazingly powerful orgasms than when you're in bed with someone that you truly love, and that no matter what you do, or how you move, or how you are during sex will change anything. The ability to lose yourself during sex with someone you deeply love is so in intense I just don't think I have the words to describe it, or have ever watched a porn scene that has even came 1% close to the intensity of amazing. Cumming together can be done with the right person, and it's fukking mindblowing.
Just, whatever you do, don't listen to society and do as it demands. You seem a very sexual person, so that's something that would be good to explore a bit more! I wish I had explored more. I'm very sexual and due to my shyness as a younger boy I missed out with a lot of experiences that I would have enjoyed, but I didn't partake in because of how people would view me! Fuck that! Be you :)
LOVE THIS COMMENT! I do feel like meeting that person would completely change this for me. I am so happy that you connected with your wife int act way and you both have mind-blowing sex together. Its one of the best energies to partake in with another person. Especially someone who you love and care about. I do believe porn is at a very low frequency - some of it anyways. Like I stated in my article, when I got off to myself with my imagination it was wayyyy better than anything porn ever gave me. Like you said no porn scene even came 1% close to it. And thats exactly how I felt when I would get off with myself, which lets me know I can do that with another person that porn could never give me. Porn gives me instant gratification but then also an instant dissatisfaction at times. I want to be fully satisfied with everything I choose to do and with the people I choose to do it with. Which is another reason I have been a lot more conscious with who I choose to share this energy with. Thanks so much for your comment & thanks for reading. I would also love to hear where these other stories from women with porn addictions are haha I advent found any!
On a side note, I had never explored ASMR before, so I did last night. I came across a video on YouTube with a woman only licking her lips and blowing into the microphone. I had absolutely no idea this turned me on so much! Haha. Thank you for that, something more to explore more for me.
http://chelseadamon.com/ << I follow this lady. I'm not religious, but her writing is sound, and she recently wrote about her porn addiction. First one I've saw. Yours is the second :)
Yes! I'm sure when someone comes along that you can lose yourself deep you'll have mind shattering orgasms if you haven't already :)
ahhh yeah the arms stuff is very interesting and shows certain things we like that I didn't even know haha, I'm glad you strolled through those videos!
I'll check that lady out and read her porn addiction writing. Super cool.